Posted on Thursday 1 January 2004
got your message tonight
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loud and clear. thank you baby, you know how badly I needed that. …miss you so much. I always thought we’d make another Hootie concert. are so many things I thought we had time for. damn damn damn -is so lonely here without you. Can’t unpack the boxes and put the house together. I open a box, look at our lives packed away inside, sometimes I take things out, only to put them back in a different box. I move the boxes around, change the contents, but never seem to actually get anything unpacked. Doesn’t matter anymore. You’re not here to remember the when’s and where’s with me- and I don’t want to remember them alone. Hannah took her first steps today, wish you had been here to see her, so excited and proud of her accomplishment. Did you see her walk today? did you see me cry today? did you taste my tears? did you miss me too? because I miss you – you know that don’t you – you know I miss you so much I’m lost in it.
I am certain that the you that created this Rick knew and deeply loved you for.