2 With Spirit

I’m really pissed! I was thinking about this today……the last 3 years of my life have been nothing but sadness, and hurting, and SUCKED. I’m so tired of hurting, and being sad every waking moment, so why did you get the break? I get stuck here with more sad and more lonely, you took it, and it should have been mine! And you know I could never do suicide, so I get stuck here. It was my break , it should have been mine! Damn you for leaving me here like this. You know I’m lost without you, I don’t know how to let go of you. I wont let go, I’ll wait, and wait, and wait. And that will be OK with me. Because it’s all I know….